57.

Ah. I never update this blog anymore. I want to. I just don't.

I'm just as lonely as ever. Lonely is the only feeling I know anymore.

I'm working in the city today & tomorrow, which always makes me happy.

Cara is in alabama? so I'm covering for her.

Foodtown gives me good ass hours even though I have class every morning.

I can't wait till they're over. June 29th. exciting.

I'm re-thinking this whole Penn College thing. I did get approved for a Fed. Stafford loan but they only give me like 1,200 dollars. That would seriously pay for one class, and that's it. I need like 25,000 to survive at that college.

Shits wack.

I need to get my stuff together. I NEED to go to college.

I'm tired.

I'm thinking about school in New York. it sounds absolutely wonderful to me.

this is random. i'm just trying to kill time.

56.

ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYY

55.

Things aren't going too swell as of lately.

I still haven't been approved for a loan for college. Time is really coming down on me. I have three months left to get a loan, and by the way it's looking from here.. I'm not getting one.

It sucks.

My birthday is Sunday, but I'm not going to do anything for it. I mean I'm going to hang out with the girls from work, (who I LOVE) and Jill of course. Not really sure who else is gonna hangout with me seeing as I have Jill, Sam, Marissa and Jenn as my only girl friends.. its weird. I mean they're not my only girl friends, but they're the only ones who have been here for me as of lately. Sam and Jenn have been awesome, and I've only known them for two months. hmm. Rays leaving for tour on Friday. So yeah. :[. booooo. But, I hope this weekend will be an awesome one.

OH!

I'm going back to blonde on Saturday morning :)

I'm so excited.

I was gonna have Solveig do it, but she's charging me WAY more than the salon I goto is.

and by WAY more, I mean 20 bucks, 70 dollars.. and she was only going to highlight my hair. and 20 bucks is 20 bucks. they're charging me 50$ at the salon for a double process..and it will be done all on saturday. weoo0o0. I can't wait for my birthday.  haha. the big 1-9.

I can legally buy cigarettes in new jersey... that's about it.

and I don't smoke. -_-