08.

I'm writing just to write. I'm weird. I bought a bowl yesterday. I don't even smoke...  and I don't plan on making a habit out of it. The only time I smoke is when I'm with Marissa, because I trust her. I don't like when people think less of me when/IF I smoke. It's natural and it comes from the ground. Don't judge me :).

I day dream too much.

I want to cuddle all day long.

Someday I would like to have a ROMANTIC boyfriend.

Someday I wish guys would look at me and think I am pretty and funny. and not like the ugly, fat, boring person/friend I am.

Sometimes I wish to not think so negatively about myself.

Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking I annoy people when I don't.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't scared.

Sometimes I wish I were good enough.

Sometimes I wish I had confidence.

Sometimes I wish...

AGAIN, WHY AM I SO WEIRD?

I post in here way more than I post in my live journal.

I think I like this better.

Don't mind these annoying random posts.