19.

Work was good today. I don't know what's going on lately, things are boring. I need to go to the doctors, I haven't been able to get my checkup since my blood work anyways, and I need to see what happened with my medicine.

I fell asleep today at like 230 and woke up at 6, and thought it was like 6 in the morning. that would have been awesome if I fell asleep all night.

Anywaysssss, I wanted to write more in my last entry but Jill and I were so tired so we went to bed.

Jose Tejas was delicious, I got black bean & corn empanadas and seriously one little one filled me up. I brought the rest home with me. Manny's last day here is Saturday, seeing as he's moving to Arizona on Sunday. It's gonna be so weird not seeing him anymore, and I don't want to begin thinking about it. and Ray's leaving for tour next week again, it's gonna suck, bad. I'm gonna be so friendless it's disgusting, seeing as they were the only friends I hung out with for months. and it also SUCKS that Kat lives at Frankies because I can't just walk over to her house when I'm bored anymore. I mean.. I can but I'd have to hang out with her mom and john or michael and well.. I love them and all but I mainly go there for Kat. I'm really happy that Jill and I are hanging out again because I love the little girl to death. and then there's Marissa who goes to stupid college that sucks and I only get to see her if she comes home on the weekends.

Okay, I'm rambling about my friends now. I'm really just bored, and I have no one to talk to because no one talks to me during the day.

I've been talking to Ian  lately, which is good, he's gonna help me with the whole vegetarian thing.. which is awesome and I'm doing so greatly at so far.. granted, I do know a lot seeing as I hung out with Solveig almost every day of my life a couple years ago and she is one too. I learned a lot from her. We're(Ian and I) gonna go to this place called Veggie Heaven up north, he said it's amazing and delicious, so I'm excited for that.

So, I'm gonna start applying at dental offices for jobs because not having steady hours really gets on my nerves. Chrystal sent me one on craigslist today, and I applied. I hope it's close because it looks like a great job.

and I'm beginning to think I might be single the rest of my life.

If this is the case when I'm like 30, I'm going to adopt a baby.

I think about too much. but that's what happens when I don't talk to anybody during the day besides people I work with. 

and I had a dream that Bella was sleeping on me, (which she was) and my mom told me that I better watch out because Bella's fleas will go into my armpit and into my shirt... hahaha. weirdest thing because she's probably one of the cleanest cats I've ever seen in my life.

okay.  I need to stop. byeeeeeeeeeee.